Day 218: It's day 61

I tried to get a good nights sleep just in case the tea leaf reader was right, but sadly it didn't work very well.

I woke up early which was a good thing, because I had to straighten my hair and get the cute outfit I had already picked out on before heading to work.

On the way in, I tried to think about who may be on the show today. It wouldn't be the first time I have met someone through the show and gone on a date with them.

It is pretty rare, but not unheard of.

All day, I waited to meet someone, to lose a shoe, to get a phone call, or an emailm anything that might be a sign.

But nothing.

After work I decided to head to the mall to grab a motorcycle jacket I've had my eye on. It was the last day of the sale and I needed to grab it if I wanted it.

Now I didn't expect to find Prince Charming in the middle of the women's department at Macy's but you never know.

Once again... nothing.

I was so crazed I even wondered if my car was going to break down and some man known or unknown would come to save me.

From there it was off to the grocery store. I had a craving for pot stickers and I needed to grab a few things for Sunshine's birthday.

Once I got there of course I started scoping the territory while I was scouring the freezer section for the pot stickers.

I was loaded up with an arm load of goodies. I had a bundle of flowers, a balloon, birthday card, pot stickers, cupcakes, and a stromboli without a basket.

What was I thinking?! At one point I dropped the pot stickers and I was waiting for my knight in shining armor to rescue me.... but nothing.

By the time I was on my way home I had been out and about for about 12 hours and not so much as a flirtatious look... text... comment... or phone call in my direction.

It could be the rash of zits on my face or that I look like a crazed lunatic trying to find whoever might be coming into my life.. or staying in my life.

I'm not convinced Prince Charming is a stranger, he could be someone I've already met.

So I thought maybe I would hear something from the wine guy that would push me over the edge, some other acquantance or the matchmaker... who knows?!

But I got nothing.... not even an email from my bug guy!

Now that I've made it through the day I need to just relax and get on with my life and realize it's out of my control.

I was given the prediction, and it wasn't set in stone.

She said 'it could happen early next year, but the cup says 61 days' almost like she didn't fully believe in the 61 day timeline herself.

I'm ok with that.

Now I can obsess and get into shape, and take care of whatever else it is I think I need to do before 'he' finds me.

I guess that means I just live my life, which I'm ok with.