Day 230: The humiliation continues

Today I was walking in to start the show and I saw a cute boy standing in the lobby.

I wondered who he could be because I know he has to be on our show.

I walked into the studio to say hi to a few people before the show started and took a quick look around but I didn't see him.

When the show started I realized exactly who he was, and I also determined he wasn't all that cute when I saw him on screen.

Darn, that's a total bummer but not as bad as it could have been if I had walked up and tried to put the moves on him.

So much for that idea I guess.

After the show one of the other girls, Joy, asked if she could tell one of the guys about my experience with the bar owner over the weekend.

Ok sure what's it going to hurt at this point right? Everyone else knows, yesterday one of the guys out with us Friday night came over and chimed in about my 'new boyfriend'... perfect.

So Joy told the other guy and he laughed, of course, but no one seems surprised.

Thankfully this isn't the first time this has happened, but evidently I'm the only idiot that actually gave him my number.

What was I thinking? Now my humiliation has spanned the station, it really doesn't get any better than this.

It's definitely time to get serious about finding a man. Not so surprisingly the events of the day reminded me I need to send some pictures to the matchmaker.

The Cheerleader took plenty when we were in Vegas, but I haven't been able to get them from her so I had to make due with what I have.

I really needed to get these pictures off, because I don't want the matchmaker to think I'm not serious.

So I started searching through the photos on my computer and all I can manage to find from the last year involve me at a variety of parties after a few cocktails.

I decided I really didn't look drunk so they were ok to send. I cropped out as many faces and beer bottles as I could from the backgrounds and sent them off with a disclaimer.

The matchmaker emailed me back a few hours later and said they were 'good' but if we could get some others it would be better.

I need to find a photographer, snapshots of me half crocked on my birthday aren't going to cut it. I need to put my best face forward for this, it could be my big chance!